Christmas....

I am feeling better now that the truck is fixed.  Well, the main part anyways.  The other problem will get fixed after the holidays.  At least now I might be able to enjoy Christmas. I still have tons of stuff to do.  I need to bake the browines I am taking to dinner and I have to wrap gifts still.  I should probably wrap the gifts tonight so tomorrow after work all I have to do is bake the desserts.  I was going to make them tonight but I am afraid that I will eat them all.

I am dreading work tomorrow.  At 6 am we have a $200 food order to fill.  Yuck.  I am hoping that tomorrow goes by fast.  I can't wait to have a day off since my last day off was spent being anxious. 

I ended up writing a letter Rachelle (my therapist) about how I feel like we are not focusing on my problems.  I don't know whether I should send it in the mail or give it to her at my next appointment.  I don't want her to be mad at me.  Hmmm.  If I send it to her, maybe she will get the point and next Thursday not spend my whole session talking about stupid shit.  She doesn't seem to listen to me.  Maybe it is that she just doesn't understand me.  I wonder if she will even take the letter seriously?

I guess that is pretty much it.  I need to go do some wrapping.  How fun!